I just got one of the pep talks from published authors that Nanowrimo sends out through the month. It was from one of my favorite authors and it was a really good read, and helped me out a lot in a time of self doubt, so I'm sharing it with all of you!
The toughest moment in my writing career came in 2002. I had just
finished my 12th novel, but so far hadn’t been able to sell a single one
of the things. Earlier that year, I had been rejected by all 13 MFA
programs I’d submitted to.
I’ve had my fair share of ups and downs since—including books that
topped the bestseller list and others that crashed and burned—but no
moment in my life has been more poignant than sitting with the latest in
what seemed like an endless stack of unsold novels, wondering what I
was doing with my life.
What I didn’t know was that the process had already begun—the spark
had dropped onto the grass, and a fire was smoldering that would change
my life forever. A year earlier, in 2001, I’d submitted my sixth book to
an editor. Eight months had passed with no communication, other than a
short follow-up I’d sent about three months after the submission. (The
editor replied that he’d gotten the manuscript, but said nothing else.)
That book, Elantris,
was still sitting on the editor’s desk. He hadn’t looked at it. He
wouldn’t until April 2003, after which he’d call me in a frenzy after
reading all night, demanding to know if the manuscript was still
available. He made an offer on the spot.
But in 2002, I sat there, contemplating my future with despair,
completely unaware that within months I’d have a major book deal.
Ultimately, I shook off the discouragement and started work on my 13th
novel. But I do sometimes wonder what my life would be like if I’d given
up, moved on, then gotten that phone call eight months later with an offer from an editor.
You could be writing the book that changes your life. You could have
already submitted it, or self-published it. The spark could be starting a
fire for you as well. You don’t know, and you can’t know. That is the
thrill of being an artist, of working for yourself, and of telling the
stories you want to tell.
Don’t give up. Keep your eyes on the project you’re working on right
now, and make it the best that it can be. More importantly, love that
process. In the end, that’s what made me stand up and get back to work
on book 13: the realization that I loved telling stories. No stack of
unpublished novels, no matter how high, would change my enjoyment of
this process—no more than a finished set of dives would make a scuba
enthusiast feel discouraged about diving again.
Maybe that fire has been sparked for you, and you don’t know it. But
even if it hasn’t been, you should write as if it has. Because this
thing you’re doing isn’t about publication, bestseller lists, or
reviews. It’s about you, your story, and the victory inherent in
completion.
Brandon Sanderson
Smash-Tubage
James
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